fall to pieces
Saturday, September 17, 2011 | 10:17 AM | 0 comments
"cold feeling, shaky hands, blank stare, heart beats very fast"felt like every piece of me fall from that moment, tormented, fallen apart.
my FRAGILE heart just got broken again for the nth time. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
telling myself, here I go again. swallowed by this huge black hole and can't seem to get out.
like a nightmare, i can't wake up. WHAT DID I DO TO YOU TO DESERVE THIS??..
fed up with so much emotions, drowned by tears that can't breakthrough my eyes,"hold it, hold it" keep telling myself, "just keep it inside.". but can't, eyes got heavy, tears keep falling, one after the other. "don't cry" said to myself, but it's too late.
feels like my heart was being crumbled, sliced, then thrown away. can't seem to move,can't even think. been crying over the same guy for the same reason over and over and over and over again, i want it stop, i want it to end but can't seem to let go, damn it!.
pieces of my jigsaw puzzle fallen piece by piece, how can i make it whole again?
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